progress.20
sometimes things are translucent as in i see through them, goes for phone and its animations too
just now seemed like partially looking through finger
before the phone and animations were translucent
and when i almost walked into the wall it was translucent, i saw through it, ofc i saw through it, i almost hit my head
guess they all do this, no
many are not even spiritual
telepathy seems to be becoming standard for everyone now though
and now i see this bluepurplish border around everything
i didnt take drugs this time or any special tea
and energy in my eyes
really feels more and more like looking from behind into this reality
css is relevant
lots of children ive seen know telepathy
leno and amelie too
they even talk to animals like its normal
why not me? no idea
still makes NO sense at all
xenia was right next door and got it taught...
and apparently everyone knows how to hack fingers? only the bad ones apparently
si sy heve kuss kuss heve =) why doesnt anyone stop this? its how they mark things, like that missing whitespace crap
or lower case letters
deranged, everyone
maya maya what? its spiritual
it wakes people up
the movement guy found my stuff funny so i guess hes not spiritual
she was though and even talked telepathically
but even she was a little bot
she didnt even realize it
no idea what this heartmath device does
but im burnt out after using it
it really seems to do something to your heart
and it really seemed like music is growing or changing brain structure
i thought someone said the avg iq of mankind went up over the last generations
so its perfectly fine for the old grandma to have her dog scream in agony each time she comes or goes even at night
that 4.30am guy must be the funniest thing in the couple weeks
he didnt do anything
its like im behind reality again
everything is sparkling
glowing
gold
white
and its as if im disassociated from my body a bit
random sparks
and now im starting to perceive reality as this translucent tesselated grid
see? everyone knows this
i saw a triangle in a grid before my eyes
in webgl everything is made of triangles, even reality...
the triangle was translucent and the borders amber brownish
i saw the grid
its a stupid joke
also the aura again and even the different layers... as in not only one aura but a black one a brighter one...
it really feels like merging with reality more and more
even using this phone
it has an effect on my heart and body more and more
its like the connection deepened
and i feel my heart beating even down below my abdomen now
further proof they all know this
leibnitz uses different symbols than newton for his inventions even though its the "same"
its the same for mere humans not in other dimensions etc though
its all on purpose
ofc he knows whats up
writing about monads and systems
its everywhere
just take everything with humor now
because its all a big joke
look i ordered food from coop
where is it?
nowhere
wasted another over chf 200
and that is how much im
appreciated
well
another order it is then
yes
angels are real
my soulmate seems to be an angel
and that language is their language
see?
energy
immediately
i sometimes have this growing golden energy grid
in my eyes
i also sometimes have this effect where i think of an object such as the milk and then it glows (as if im selecting it by my eyes and making it more visible)
and now when i close my eyes its like an energy field is charged in me
like in dbz when you power up
in my dreamworld:
im so powerful
saving universe
my soulmate is an angel
and she immediately shakes my heart so much i almost faint
people are seriously scared now because they know im the master of the universe
in reality:
nobody cares

and again its like this amber golden pulsating field
even now
looking around
its like im behind an amber golden window looking through
sparkling
interactive
and this guy is one big genius
his music is great
theres a reason i like him so much
zinc flew away from my hand again
weird fly following me around all day now
food i guess
followed me in the shower too
ofc its a joke
what mother tells a 36yo to date after every woman in his life abused him
they all know the mafia ruined my life yet nobody cares
their response was to simply cut off all contact
what family does that?
im so ancient and important? right
who was ever scared of me? nobody
i ordered food, paid, where is it? nowhere
thats how important my life is to these people
before i move out here
ill just wait all day with my axe
and then start cutting heads off
even the search results are so funny
they make no sense whatsoever
its an eye tracker and rootkit
like on the laptop
its abuse based
its all so insanely retarded its funny again
i listened to music and wanted to write down my music progress
search results just says NO
and doesnt show the note
hahahhaahhaahhah
its all very funny
everyones a child on this planet
look at trump
and that guy is the us president hahahhahahahahahhaha
obama isnt any better really
and that guy is supposed to have an 145 iq
obama is scared too
you can see it many times
their podiums etc
none of it is "for fun"
they control his children
how do people not talk about this?
on that vid theyre clearly zombies
fauci responsible for health playing air guitar with his pen
because hes scared, see that vid
and elon seems really scared when the music starts playing
i dont get these people
elon musk stated hes scared of getting killed
so theyre not immortal?
you phone you
"we..... are doomed"
hahahahahha
we
are
doomed
i still do not understand my parents
i never will
they were definitely scared MANY times and sad for me
too scared to say anything even
well i stand by my family
who else is there?
this weird spotify group calling me old?
this has to be a rootkit at this point
do something
funny
more
of this
you funny love you
ah yes
ty for the hair half moon :)
a crumble forms
ofc
its a heart
and these things just fly away
hahahahhahahah
why did you hick up the song before? are you xxx?
why imitate my coughing? seriously
now you left me a W?
thank you :)
NEVER LEAVE ME
why do people always say sugar is bad?
we as a family chugged sugar nonstop
ice cream
baeredreck
and just everything
and i never felt better
drugs are bad but why?
everyone around me always said take lsd cocaine mdma speed weed...
my uncle
even used to grow his own cannabis or bring plants into ZH or something
my family is not normal
of course theyre all gifted
so gifted they make fun of everything
why escape?
so so weird
i was in piemont so many times
and they even said sure
spend time here to study etc
my uncle secretly watching the naked
woman at the pool neighbours in piemont
hahhahaha
through vid cams
just buy everything my family has
and all good
i really have no idea who these people controlling my family ans even sumex are
apparently my family just accepted im mafia
for no reason
then left me to rot all my life
i had this weird abc time moment again
i could have SWORN i put two things here
but no
only afterwards did i
causation etc switched again
really seems like im becoming more fluid with time
why do ppl at 36 now suddenly act like im not a piece of shit anymore?
no idea